There was a murder-suicide a couple days ago at this castle that resides near my hometown. I used to go there on solitary walks or to trail run early mornings before work, and no matter how many times I went I always felt uneasy, vulnerable. It was the perfect setting for something surreal. Yet it was beautiful. And, admittedly I challenged myself ( Read more... )

My period is making me insane. Never has my pms-ing been as bad as the past few months, and it's definitely getting worse, the tiniest things are causing me RAGE, such as the always incorrect autocorrect on my phone typing this, as well as the fact that I am even awake writing about how angry I am about NOTHING.

I'm working in the new shop again today, and again tomorrow. I like that it's just me. I like that I can draw creative inspiration from myself to make this place look better.
But.... I'm really lacking motivation and energy today. I think it's that I'm not quite better from a cold, but I seriously... don't really want to work today. I've already ( Read more... )

I got so drunk that I've got the spins, dammit. I'm trying to focus & not get the spins but in so tired

I'm sick and I want something hot to drink. If I could move better I would go to get a tea but my muscles definitely don't feel up to working.
I wish dan was home to take care of me but he's working 8am to 11pm today. Poor bastard. I really need to go bsck to sleep.

I just got to Dan's after work, came in his room to find pens and pencils all over the bed and the floor, splintered and destroyed, a previously full box of kleenex empty and shredded with the long intertwined strand of tissues strewn about and shredded, and worst, a VHS of the original Pet Cemetary totally demolished. That's kinda funny, now that ( Read more... )

I have a bubble trapped in my sinus over my right eye and it is driving me batshit insane. I'm at work and keep hiding behind fixtures and holding one nostril & trying to blow the bubble out the other.
It is not working.
All I want is my neti pot and a hot, hot shower. I think it's a cold. Rawrrr!

I am so, so in love. We are so in love. It's a joy and a little bit terrifying.

I worked in the potential new shop yesterday for the first time. I was "shown the ropes" by the unbeknownst manager whose job I may steal. I felt horribly awkward and guilty at first, but then I started hearing him talk about customers like he hated them, and looking around at all the brand new spring stuff all jammed in together so people can't ( Read more... )

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